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My muscles shake when I try to sleep
I hold too much tension in my body
I wake up and can't move sometimes
A woman in the corner is watching me
I used to call your name
Scream our whole apartment down
Now I just clench my fists
And choke for air
'Cuz we're not friends, and you're not around
And I know that there is nothing there

I wish that I could rewind
I know so much better now
All the answers that I'm starting to find
They aren't a lot of good to me now
I'm never very kind to myself

I'm sure that I've messed my life up
I'll lose all my teeth and my dreams
People try to tell me things and I just interrupt
I don't know why I think
That people should care about me
But please could you care about me?

I wish that I could rewind
I know so much better now
All the answers that I'm starting to find
They aren't a lot of good to me now
I'm never very kind to myself

I turn up the heat on the shower
Until I cook myself alive
When the days bleed into hours
It's nice to feel something, sometimes

I try to sleep in the daylight
I can't help myself from overthinking
Checking your insta
'Gainst my better nature
Seems like you've been doing
A lot of day-drinking


I wish that I could rewind
I know so much better now
All the answers that I'm starting to find
They aren't a lot of good to me now
I'm never very kind to myself

And I wish that I could rewind
I know so much better now
All the answers that I'm starting to find
They aren't a lot of good to me now
I'm never very kind to myself

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from At the Intercross of Love and Loss, released February 14, 2021
Vocals, Synthesizers, Guitar, Drum Programming: Eddie Era

Mixing and Mastering: Eddie Era

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Eddie Era England, UK

Eddie Era is a UK based singer, songwriter and producer blending nostalgic drums with swelling, brooding indie synths and infectious altpop hooks.

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