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At the Intercross of Love and Loss

by Eddie Era

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1.
I love this book called Stig of the Dump I lived vicariously through it It fulfilled my childhood dream Of having a friend who cared about me I always check my phone at 4 AM In case my friends are dying Or somebody needs me But it's always some spam account Selling fake Spotify Streams Oh well, sweet dreams to me I'll be up 'till the morning light I'll be up all night I'll be up mourning a life That we managed to ignite (I'd just like to sleep sometimes) I think I'm leaking out gasoline From all the holes in my armour And if there's a way that I can feel clean Light me up 'cause I think That I'm finally going under I know I lost my cool when I told you I was leaving And then four night busses and three hours later Everything that we had was put on a pyre I'll be up 'till the morning light I'll be up all night I'll be up mourning a life That we couldn't quite get right I'd just like to sleep sometimes I'd just like to sleep sometimes I'd just like to sleep sometime I'll be up 'till the morning light I'll be up all night I'll be up mourning a life That we managed to ignite And I'll be up 'till the morning light I'll be up all night I'll be up mourning a life That we couldn't quite get right
2.
Text me tomorrow when this feels alright You always lose your temper at night You've been working all day and the dishes aren't done I guess I'm depressed and I've done it all wrong You say that you haven't changed And if that's true I guess I'm the one who broke down halfway And not you But it's never you Darling is it? You saved my life And I feel like I'm weighing yours down Let's cut our losses and just call time While you can still stand to have me around After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight you're never gunna be Able to look me in the eye After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) Posted a picture of the cafe from our first day "Wouldn't believe how much I missed this place Feels so weird being back in the bar" You're talking to my friend should I ask how you are? I'll never know what that last kiss meant I'll text you tomorrow to check that you got my rent Let's do some shots and I'll try to keep it down While your new boyfriend bums another free round After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight you're never gunna be Able to look me in the eye After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) I can't say that I'm sorry for all the things we do Took our defences and I'm sorry for all the things We ruined A-yo we had some good times didn't we? I think we had some big dreams didn't we? Not that I seem to remember them now That they're buried six feet under the ground Na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na no After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight you're never gunna be Able to look me in the eye After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again) After tonight you're never gunna be Able to look me in the eye After tonight this will never feel right Ever again (Ne-never again)
3.
Feeling complete Well, that'll be the day I think I'm such an intellectual But I'm just so inconsequential I think that I'm changing the world When I have nothing to say And I can overthink my way Into a car crash Once I pull the wheel There's no getting my mind back Am I good? Am I bad? And does it even matter? They'll identify my heart by The pattern of the splatter Don't ask me why we don't interact Textbook millennial insomniacs And I've got three things in common with you Brown eyes, self-hatred and Scooby-Doo We wanted to be just like the gang on TV Unmask all our demons And just set ourselves free (Set ourselves free) Just set ourselves free (Set ourselves free) Just set ourselves free (Set ourselves free)
4.
My muscles shake when I try to sleep I hold too much tension in my body I wake up and can't move sometimes A woman in the corner is watching me I used to call your name Scream our whole apartment down Now I just clench my fists And choke for air 'Cuz we're not friends, and you're not around And I know that there is nothing there I wish that I could rewind I know so much better now All the answers that I'm starting to find They aren't a lot of good to me now I'm never very kind to myself I'm sure that I've messed my life up I'll lose all my teeth and my dreams People try to tell me things and I just interrupt I don't know why I think That people should care about me But please could you care about me? I wish that I could rewind I know so much better now All the answers that I'm starting to find They aren't a lot of good to me now I'm never very kind to myself I turn up the heat on the shower Until I cook myself alive When the days bleed into hours It's nice to feel something, sometimes I try to sleep in the daylight I can't help myself from overthinking Checking your insta 'Gainst my better nature Seems like you've been doing A lot of day-drinking I wish that I could rewind I know so much better now All the answers that I'm starting to find They aren't a lot of good to me now I'm never very kind to myself And I wish that I could rewind I know so much better now All the answers that I'm starting to find They aren't a lot of good to me now I'm never very kind to myself
5.
Cuddling in hospital beds The screaming is coming from outside the window Not knowing where to call my home And losing at games on your cousin's iPhone I'm moving next week but we hardly speak So I doubt you even care At the intercross Of love and loss You'll find me there Waiting out my golden years At the intercross Of love and loss We made it clean At such a cost Oatmilk in your morning tea Two seats at a cafe full of cats Crying at cartoons on the TV And keeping you awake with incessant panic attacks I didn't treat you right but you were full of spite And neither one of us was fair At the intercross Of love and loss You'll find me there Waiting out my golden years At the intercross Of love and loss We made it clean At such a cost We made our bed now we lie in it We made our bed now we lie in it We made our bed now we lie in it A bed of roses A bed of roses At the intercross Of love and loss You'll find me there Waiting out my golden years At the intercross Of love and loss We made it clean At such a cost At the intercross Of love and loss You'll find me there Waiting out my golden years At the intercross Of love and loss We made it clean At such a cost

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Combining skittering electronics, rock-infused guitars and unique lyrics that delve deep into the complexities of human’s reactions to love and loss, this EP charts the murky waters of vocalist, producer and multi-instrumentalist Eddie Era's darkest moments following a turbulent year.

As much a self-deprecating, brutally vulnerable cross-examination of their own failings and insecurities as an autopsy of a failed relationship, At the Intercross of Love and Loss finds the playfulness in struggle, and battles between the notions of moving forwards and desperately trying to return to happier times.

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released February 14, 2021

Vocals, Guitars, Synthesizers, Drum Programming, Bass: Eddie Era
Backing Vocals (Lost in Translation): Matthew Beachem, Jon Lear
Vocal Sample (Love and Loss): Susan Lear
Vocal Sample (After Tonight): Lu Spicer

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Eddie Era is a UK based singer, songwriter and producer blending nostalgic drums with swelling, brooding indie synths and infectious altpop hooks.

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